I am a born-again Christian living in a life that has not yet changed and in habitual sin. I lack money, courage, energy, and hope to continue as a born-again Christian, and I even want to leave the world. I am married and a father of 2, and I am not able to feed them right now. I am mourning and tearing every night while talking with GOD to change my situation and end my brokenness. I am expecting GOD to instantly change my life in all dimensions in the next 24 hours, starting tomorrow morning, Ethiopian time, 1 early morning. I want to start the Ethiopian New Year 2019 with a new spiritual encounter and real hope. Please prepare a 20-page PDF guide based on the verses to start this 24-hour spiritual encounter journey for me.